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New Franciscans break the mold
Isenor on journey from homelessness to
holiness
SARA FRANCIS, Western Catholic
Reporter
August 30, 2010
It's hard not to
notice the tattoos etched into Billy Isenor's arms, marking a
storied past that's led him from homelessness to the path of
holiness.
His favourite tattoo is on his forearm depicting a graveyard scene
with a skull, moon and three crosses to represent the graves of
three of his friends who've died.
"When it's finished it will have a resurrected Christ over top with
a Scripture quote from 1 Corinthians: 'Death, where's your sting?'
because we (Christians) have no sting from death," said Isenor.
Sitting inside Mount St. Francis Retreat Centre in Cochrane, just
days before Isenor made his solemn profession of vows on Aug. 20 to
commit his life as a religious brother with the Franciscan Friars of
Western Canada, he mused that obedience will be the most difficult
vow he makes.
REBELLIOUS NATURE
"I just have a streak of rebellious nature," grinned Isenor, 33.
His defiance got him kicked out of his house and onto the streets of
Vancouver at age 18 where he lived with other homeless youth
panhandling and begging for his keep.
"Me and my friends were partly into activism and social rights, but
also very anti-conformist, so issues with obedience, but definitely
believing in a better society," said Isenor, a self-described former
punk-rocker who used to sport a Mohawk hairdo and leather jacket.
Isenor's firsthand experience of poverty and being on the fringes of
society are valuable lessons he takes with him into his Franciscan
ministry.
"To live the Gospel in today's world is quite radical and it's still
about social justice, serving the poor, being brothers to those who
don't have anything and bringing the life of the Gospel to the world
in how we live and how we preach," he said.
Bill Isenor came in from Penticton, B.C., to witness his son make
his solemn profession of vows. "This is the day I'm been waiting for
for a long time and I'm extremely happy," he said.
"Billy was a normal teenager with a few problems, but I've got a lot
of faith in some ways. I don't claim to be an angel, but I just kept
saying the rosary, I knew Mary would look after it."
Born and raised in Penticton, Isenor and his two older sisters grew
up in what he calls "a good old-fashioned Catholic family saying the
rosary every day."
But at the age of 13 his parents divorced, leaving him confused with
anger issues.
"Obviously, a traumatic experience, but my dad is pretty solvent in
his faith. It was something that he continued to try to pass on to
us kids," he said.
Nevertheless, at age 17, Isenor stopped going to church and when he
became too much to handle, his father kicked him out of the house.
"My dad probably did the best thing he could by kicking me out,"
said Isenor. One year later, like the prodigal son, Billy returned
home.
He started a rewarding career as a chef, apprenticing under various
chefs and ultimately winning an international award in culinary
arts. But by the time Isenor turned 22, he realized he was not
leading a fulfilling life.
YEARNING FOR GOD
"I wanted more meaning in life and I realized that yearning was God,
so I came back to the Church and began helping the poor through St.
Vincent de Paul who my dad introduced to me," he said.
He started discerning God's will for his life and by the time he
turned 27 he had entered St. Joseph Seminary in Edmonton for the
Nelson Diocese. He enjoyed the prayer life and fraternal aspects of
the seminary, but within the first year it was clear he didn't feel
called to be a diocesan priest.
While at St. Joseph Seminary, however, he met the Franciscan Friars
and experienced their community life.
"They invited me over for dinner and won my heart with their
cuisine," laughed Isenor. "It was incredible that first time. It is
almost an etch in my memory. It was a Gospel hospitality. . . . It's
about opening up the doors and inviting people to sit at the table,
sinners and saints.
"There was just something, a light there, a real drawing and
attraction to that community life - people speaking freely about
wanting to live the Gospel life. I said, 'That's for me.'"
The following year, at age 28, he started his five-year formation
process with the Franciscans and he said he hasn't really looked
back.
LIFE AS A BROTHER
Isenor still doesn't feel called to the priesthood, but rather to
pastoral counselling as a Franciscan brother.
"I'm open to the Spirit at this point, but this is where I feel I'm
at. I may be called at a later time, but there is no rush. Our main
focus is the brotherhood first," he said.
Isenor takes confidence knowing he is joining an established
800-year-old order.
"Our life is about unity, which is rooted in God's love to the
world. It's relevant by the fact we are trying to help the world
live the same way.
Living the Gospel "is to love God, your neighbour and yourself, by
serving the poor, loving your enemies, being hospitable, sharing
with one another and trying to live in peace and unity the best that
we can.
"We're like a heartbeat. We gather for prayer or dinner, we go out
to the world, we come back in and we beat like a heart." |
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Billy Isenor, August 2010 Final Vows
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